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"What kind of person are you when no one is looking?"

We are all asked this question at some point in our lives. It's not a rarity, but yet there is a lot of aprehension in answering it. How can we answer this without coming across narcasistic or negative? We so often put ourselves down that our instant 'go to' responses are self deprecating and not the least bit real. Honest.

Recently I was asked this question and ignored it completely. I don't know why but the question made me uncomfortable. As if I was being put under a microscope. If you are someone who knows me personally then you know I do not pine to be the center of attention. So...yes, quite uncomfortable.

"What kind of person are you when no one is looking?"

On The Outside
I am the kind of person who turns her music full blast and dances like a moron. Someone who gets so lost in the lyrics and rythm that I am not human anymore. Just a soul who is free from the confines of society that I am free to be who I am at my core. There is something so completely freeing about music that can lift away every worry, every thought, every feeling. I guess I am like smoke then, easily swayed with the music.

On The Outside/Inside:
I am the kind of person who harms herself when no one is looking. Someone who would rather hurt herelf than the people around her. Someone who cares deeply for those whom she chooses to include in her life; friends, family, etc. Someone who will hold on sometimes too tightly, but yet can be fragile. I am someone who only gives the power to break her to those whom she loves. Someone who does not love easily.

On The Outside:
I am the kind of person who looks to the ground as she walks. I am the type of person who, when she is out, avoids all eye contact and wishes for the solitude of her home. Only when needed will I break from this and interact with the world. I'd rather be in my own mind, my own world. And when I am out in the world...I long to return to my own universe.

On The Outside/Inside:
I am the kind of person who rarely lets new people into her life. Where life has been cruel and unforgiving one learns to protect themselves with inner walls. A defense against a world that seeks to tear you down rather than build you up. You observe, learn and move along all the while taking those mental notes of the different types of people. None that seem trustworthy or worthwhile.

I am someone who has lost a lot of the people she has loved. I am someone who has had to sacrifice so much and has gained very little. I am someone who is thankful to those in her life and carries fond memories of those who have left her life. I am someone who also carries the ever painful memories they leave as well. I am someone who has given fond and painful memories in return. I am a human being. I am a daughter, a sister, a mother, a lover and a friend. I am me when no one is looking. And I am me when the world looks to me. Who I am in this life, inside and out, is all I can be. All I choose to be. And in that I am free.

June 30th, 2016

  • Listening to: Emilie Autumn
  • Reading: Journal
  • Watching: None
  • Playing: None
  • Eating: None
  • Drinking: Monster Java

Poetry Commissions (OPEN)

Sat Mar 26, 2016, 1:11 AM

Copyright 2010 Journal Skin by Airamneleb

Poetry commissions are now open.   I am an experienced and an award winning I put a lot of time and love into my poetry.

The three hundred points (or $10 Paypal) includes your right to do as you please with the poem, whether personal or commercial. Attached are two poem stocks I have as an example. With and without backgrounds.  All poems will be done as a PNG and are easily transferrable to any background/texture.

The terms for the poems being used on and off DA are simple. Just link me and credit me with each use. If you want to bypass that and take the credit for yourself that is fine but it will be $5 more or 300 points extra.

Please do not hesitate to comment or note me with any and all questions!

My paypal is:

Alone (Poetry Stock PNG)

As I Lay Me Down (Poetry Stock)

As I Lay Me Down by XWykydWytchX

Alone by XWykydWytchX

$5 Paypal Commissions

Fri Mar 25, 2016, 12:21 AM

Copyright 2010 Journal Skin by Airamneleb

I am opening Paypal commissions for photomanipulations, backgrounds and unrestricted stocks tailored to what you need or want. Right now they are $5 each or $15 total for a batch.

I work hard to make all my manipulations look as great as possible. I need to pay my mortgage and I am short $200 and really need the work. Even if you do not want a commission I ask that you please share my journal. Below you will find an array of photos that showcase my art.

What I Do:

1. Manipulations of all genres.
2. PNG globe manipulations and cluster globes.
3. Poetry with manipulations.
4. Poetry w/o manipulations

My Paypal:

Please do not hesitate to contact me with any and all questions and requests. Or you can comment on this journal.

Wykyd Wytch

Natures Passion by XWykydWytchX

Mischief Managed by XWykydWytchX

Chipped Forrest Fantasy Globe by XWykydWytchX

Sun And Solace by XWykydWytchX

First off I want to thank everyone for watching me. It means a lot to me.

Even if you do not want a commission then please consider downloading some of my work. I have to pay my mortgage and every download helps.

I am accepting Paypal commissions. Please continue to read for prices and services:

Photo-manipulations: $5

Universe: Protected by XWykydWytchX Winter Dust by XWykydWytchX Magic by XWykydWytchX Sisters Forever by XWykydWytchX

Specialty Backgrounds: $10

<da:thumb id="591357923"/> Stained Marble Texture by XWykydWytchX Tornado (PREMIUM Background/Texture)PINK by XWykydWytchX

Visual Poetry: $15

Alone by XWykydWytchX As I Lay Me Down by XWykydWytchX

Adult Commissions are $15
(No Adult thumbnails will be listed here as an example as there are youngins on this site.

Even if it is not listed here please message me if you want something done. 
I am working on 2 projects currently but that does not impede me dedicating my time to anything you want done.

My paypal:

Thank you!
I was sent over 40 messages and notes to my personal DA and my group. When I blocked him he made a new DA just to threaten, harass and blackmail me in removing my post. I did take the journal entry down but now I am redoing it. I refuse to be bullied all because he could not even understand that if they do not accept manipulations then he should remove that they are allowed in the About Group section.

Screenshot 2016-01-30 at 12.26.06 AM by XWykydWytchX

Screenshot2016-01-30at12.20.39AM by XWykydWytchX

Screenshot 2016-01-30 at 12.26.25 AM by XWykydWytchX

Screenshot2016-01-29at10.51.40PM by XWykydWytchX

Screenshot 2016-01-30 at 2.03.53 AM by XWykydWytchX

Screenshot 2016-01-30 at 1.21.35 PM by XWykydWytchX
Screenshot 2016-01-30 at 1.21.35 PM by XWykydWytchX
Sexy, cute, kinky, gothic/horror...I do all manner of illustrations. 

They are 100 points per and I am eager to begin!

Please message me if you have any questions or requests. :)